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In 1982, having sold his jazz bar to devote himself to writing, Murakami began running to keep fit. A year later, he'd completed a solo course from Athens to Marathon, and now, after dozens of such races, not to mention triathlons and a slew of critically acclaimed books, he reflects upon the influence the sport has had on his life and on his writing. Equal parts travelogue, training log, and reminiscence, this revealing memoir covers his four-month preparation for the 2005 New York City Marathon and settings ranging from Tokyo's Jingu Gaien gardens, where he once shared the course with an Olympian, to the Charles River in Boston among young women who outpace him. Through this marvellous lens of sport emerges a cornucopia of memories and insights: the eureka moment when he decided to become a writer, his greatest triumphs and disappointments, his passion for vintage LPs, and the experience, after fifty, of seeing his race times improve and then fall back. By turns funny and sobering, playful and philosophical. 作者简介
Haruki Murakami was born in Kyoto in 1949 and now lives near Tokyo. His work has been translated into forty-two languages. The most recent of his many honours is the Franz Kafka Prize. 精彩书评
"Murakami's latest is a nonfiction work mostly concerned with his thoughts on the long-distance running he has engaged in for much of his adult life. Through a mix of adapted diary entries, old essays, reminiscences and life advice, Murakami crafts a charming little volume notable for its good-natured and intimate tone. While the subject matter is radically different from the fabulous and surreal fiction that Murakami (The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle) most often produces, longtime readers will recognize the source of the isolated, journeying protagonists of the author's novels in the formative running experiences recounted. Murakami's insistence on focusing almost exclusively on running can grow somewhat tedious over the course of the book, but discrete, absorbing episodes, such as a will-breaking 62-mile ultramarathon and a solo re-creation of the historic first marathon in Greece serve as dynamic and well-rendered highlights. Murakami offers precious little insight into much of his life as a writer, but what he does provide should be of value to those trying to understand the author's long and fruitful career. An early section recounting Murakami's transition from nightclub owner to novelist offers a particularly vivid picture of an artist soaring into flight for the first time."
--Publishers Weekly
"Haruki Murakami has established himself as one of the most interesting and innovative novelists of the last two decades, combining pop culture with a magic-realistic sensibility that has garnered the author a faithful following. What I Talk About When I Talk About Running couldn't differ more from the rest of Murakami's work. This slender volume catalogs the author's love for that most solitary of athletic endeavors, though even Murakami's prodigious talent as a writer can't quite bridge the gap between the cultish world of hard-core running and a broader audience. This hit-and-miss effort—with something, literally, lost in the translation and some lazy writing—will be welcomed by a small (probably athletic) audience, but may not reach readers who aren't already on board with Murakami or running."
--Bookmarks Magazine 精彩书摘
AUGUST 5, 2005 . KAUAI, HAWAII
Who's Going to Laugh at Mick Jagger?
I'm on Kauai, in Hawaii, today, Friday, August 5, 2005. It's unbelievably clear and sunny, not a cloud in the sky. As if the concept clouds doesn't even exist. I came here at the end of July and, as always, we rented a condo. During the mornings, when it's cool, I sit at my desk, writing all sorts of things. Like now: I'm writing this, a piece on running that I can pretty much compose as I wish. It's summer, so naturally it's hot. Hawaii's been called the island of eternal summer, but since it's in the Northern Hemisphere there are, arguably, four seasons of a sort. Summer is somewhat hotter than winter. I spend a lot of time in Cambridge, Massachusetts, and compared to Cambridge--so muggy and hot with all its bricks and concrete it's like a form of torture--summer in Hawaii is a veritable paradise. No need for an air conditioner here--just leave the window open, and a refreshing breeze blows in. People in Cambridge are always surprised when they hear I'm spending August in Hawaii. "Why would you want to spend summer in a hot place like that?" they invariably ask. But they don't know what it's like. How the constant trade winds from the northeast make summers cool. How happy life is here, where we can enjoy lounging around, reading a book in the shade of trees, or, if the notion strikes us, go down, just as we are, for a dip in the inlet.
Since I arrived in Hawaii I've run about an hour every day, six days a week. It's two and a half months now since I resumed my old lifestyle in which, unless it's totally unavoidable, I run every single day. Today I ran for an hour and ten minutes, listening on my Walkman to two albums by the Lovin' Spoonful--Daydream and Hums of the Lovin' Spoonful--which I'd recorded on an MD disc.
Right now I'm aiming at increasing the distance I run, so speed is less of an issue. As long as I can run a certain distance, that's all I care about. Sometimes I run fast when I feel like it, but if I increase the pace I shorten the amount of time I run, the point being to let the exhilaration I feel at the end of each run carry over to the next day. This is the same sort of tack I find necessary when writing a novel. I stop every day right at the point where I feel I can write more. Do that, and the next day's work goes surprisingly smoothly. I think Ernest Hemingway did something like that. To keep on going, you have to keep up the rhythm. This is the important thing for long-term projects. Once you set the pace, the rest will follow. The problem is getting the flywheel to spin at a set speed--and to get to that point takes as much concentration and effort as you can manage.
It rained for a short time while I was running, but it was a cooling rain that felt good. A thick cloud blew in from the ocean right over me, and a gentle rain fell for a while, but then, as if it had remembered, "Oh, I've got to do some errands!," it whisked itself away without so much as a glance back. And then the merciless sun was back, scorching the ground. It's a very easy-to-understand weather pattern. Nothing abstruse or ambivalent about it, not a speck of the metaphor or the symbolic. On the way I passed a few other joggers, about an equal number of men and women. The energetic ones were zipping down the road, slicing through the air like they had robbers at their heels. Others, overweight, huffed and puffed, their eyes half closed, their shoulders slumped like this was the last thing in the world they wanted to be doing. They looked like maybe a week ago their doctors had told them they have diabetes and warned them they had to start exercising. I'm somewhere in the middle.
I love listening to the Lovin' Spoonful. Their music is sort of laid-back and never pretentious. Listening to this soothing music brings back a lot of memories of the 1960s. Nothing really special, though. If they were to make a movie about my life (just the thought of which scares me), these would be the scenes they'd leave on the cutting-room floor. "We can leave this episode out," the editor would explain. "It's not bad, but it's sort of ordinary and doesn't amount to much." Those kinds of memories--unpretentious, commonplace. But for me, they're all meaningful and valuable. As each of these memories flits across my mind, I'm sure I unconsciously smile, or give a slight frown. Commonplace they might be, but the accumulation of these memories has led to one result: me. Me here and now, on the north shore of Kauai. Sometimes when I think of life, I feel like a piece of driftwood washed up on shore.
As I run, the trade winds blowing in from the direction of the lighthouse rustle the leaves of the eucalyptus over my head.
I began living in Cambridge, Massachusetts, at the end of May of this year, and running has once again been the mainstay of my daily routine ever since. I'm seriously running now. By seriously I mean thirty-six miles a week. In other words, six miles a day, six days a week. It would be better if I ran seven days, but I have to factor in rainy days, and days when work keeps me too busy. There are some days, too, when frankly I just feel too tired to run. Taking all this into account, I leave one day a week as a day off. So, at thirty-six miles per week, I cover 156 miles every month, which for me is my standard for serious running.
In June I followed this plan exactly, running 156 miles on the nose. In July I increased the distance and covered 186 miles. I averaged six miles every day, without taking a single day off. I don't mean I covered precisely six miles every day. If I ran nine miles one day, the next day I'd do only three. (At a jogging pace I generally can cover six miles in an hour.) For me this is most definitely running at a serious level. And since I came to Hawaii I've kept up this pace. It had been far too long since I'd been able to run these distances and keep up this kind of fixed schedule.
There are several reasons why, at a certain point in my life, I stopped running seriously. First of all, my life has been getting busier, and free time is increasingly at a premium. When I was younger it wasn't as if I had as much free time as I wanted, but at least I didn't have as many miscellaneous chores as I do now. I don't know why, but the older you get, the busier you become. Another reason is that I've gotten more interested in triathlons, rather than marathons. Triathlons, of course, involve swimming and cycling in addition to running. The running part isn't a problem for me, but in order to master the other two legs of the event I had to devote a great deal of time to training in swimming and biking. I had to start over from scratch with swimming, relearning the correct form, learning the right biking techniques, and training the necessary muscles. All of this took time and effort, and as a result I had less time to devote to running.
Probably the main reason, though, was that at a certain point I'd simply grown tired of it. I started running in the fall of 1982 and have been running since then for nearly twenty-three years. Over this period I've jogged almost every day, run in at least one marathon every year--twenty-three up till now--and participated in more long-distance races all around the world than I care to count. Long-distance running suits my personality, though, and of all the habits I've acquired over my lifetime I'd have to say this one has been the most helpful, the most meaningful. Running without a break for more than two decades has also made me stronger, both physically and emotionally.
The thing is, I'm not much for team sports. That's just the way I am. Whenever I play soccer or baseball--actually, since becoming an adult this is almost never--I never feel comfortable. Maybe it's because I don't have any brothers, but I could never get into the kind of games you play with others. I'm also not very good at-one-on-one sports like tennis. I enjoy squash, but generally when it comes to a game against someone, the competitive aspect makes me uncomfortable. And when it comes to martial arts, too, you can count me out.
Don't misunderstand me--I'm not totally uncompetitive. It's just that for some reason I never cared all that much whether I beat others or lost to them. This sentiment remained pretty much unchanged after I grew up. It doesn't matter what field you're talking about--beating somebody else just doesn't do it for me. I'm much more interested in whether I reach the goals that I set for myself, so in this sense long-distance running is the perfect fit for a mindset like mine.
Marathon runners will understand what I mean. We don't really care whether we beat any other particular runner. World-class runners, of course, want to outdo their closest rivals, but for your average, everyday runner, individual rivalry isn't a major issue. I'm sure there are garden-variety runners whose desire to beat a particular rival spurs them on to train harder. But what happens if their rival, for whatever reason, drops out of the competition? Their motivation for running would disappear or at least diminish, and it'd be hard for them to remain runners for long.
Most ordinary runners are motivated by an individual goal, more than anything: namely, a time they want to beat. As long as he can beat that time, a runner will feel he's accomplished what he set out to do, and if he can't, then he'll feel he hasn't. Even if he doesn't break the time he'd hoped for, as long as he has the sense of satisfaction at having done his very best--and, possibly, having made some significant discovery about himself in the process--then that in itself is an accomplishment, a positive feeling he can carry over to the next race.
The same can be said about my profession. In the novelist's profession, as far as I'm concerned, there's no such thing as winning or losing. Maybe numbers of copies sold, awards won, and critics' praise serve as outward standards for accomplishment in literature, but none of them really matt...
《寂静的跑道:一位马拉松跑者的内心世界》 作者: 艾米莉亚·维克多 译者: (暂缺) 出版社: 星火文学出版社 ISBN: 978-1-23456-789-0 开本: 16开 页数: 380页 装帧: 精装 --- 图书简介 《寂静的跑道:一位马拉松跑者的内心世界》并非一本关于训练计划、营养指南或技术分析的实用手册。相反,它是一部深刻、内省且极具文学性的作品,记录了资深马拉松跑者艾米莉亚·维克多,在长达二十年的跑步生涯中,那些与双脚一同穿越的无数里程碑背后,灵魂深处的低语与沉思。这本书探讨的,是跑步如何成为一种哲学的实践,一种对抗现代生活噪音的冥想方式,以及在身体的极限与精神的边界之间,人如何寻求真实的自我。 第一部:起跑线上的哲学:时间、空间与速度的辩证 本书的开篇聚焦于跑步的“物理性”如何引申出深刻的“形而上学”思考。维克多以她初次尝试突破四小时大关的经历为引,详细描绘了对“时间”的感知在运动中发生的奇异扭曲。她写道:“当你的心率稳定在最大值的百分之八十,时间便不再是线性的刻度,而是一种流动的物质,你可以在其中潜游,也可以被它淹没。” 维克多巧妙地运用了地理学和空间感来构建她的叙事框架。她记录了在柏林宽阔的林荫大道上感受到的历史重量,以及在科罗拉多州高海拔山径上体会到的,人与原始自然之间脆弱的平衡。她认为,每一次跑步都是在重塑对个人“空间”的认知——从熟悉到陌生,从征服到接纳。 在这一部分,她深入探讨了“速度”的悖论。对许多人而言,速度意味着竞争和超越;但对维克多来说,真正的速度是内化的,是与自我节奏的和谐统一。她详细描述了“次临界速度”(Sub-Threshold Pace)下的心流状态,在这种状态下,身体的机械运作(呼吸、步频、摆臂)达到了一种近乎催眠的自动化,从而解放了意识,使其得以遨游于记忆、遗憾与未来的规划之中。她将这种状态比喻为“在奔跑中实现的纯粹的、无目的的‘存在’”。 第二部:身体的语言:疼痛、疲惫与和解 本书的核心部分,是对身体这一“容器”的细致解剖与敬畏。维克多坦承,长跑的本质是一种与身体的持续协商过程,有时是合作,有时是僵持。她拒绝将疼痛视为需要被“击败”的敌人,而是将其视为身体发出的、需要被“解读”的信息。 书中有一章专门描述了“乳酸堆积”的生理感受,但她将其转化为一种精神上的“燃烧与净化”。她将长距离跑步中必然出现的“墙”(Hitting the Wall)描绘成一次灵魂的“质询”——一个迫使跑者审视自己真正渴望的是什么的关键点。她分享了在一次超长距离越野赛中,面对极度脱水和肌肉痉挛时,是如何通过回忆童年记忆和专注于脚下微小的石子来维持心智的完整。 此外,她还关注了跑步中那些微妙的身体细节:皮肤被汗水浸透后的摩擦感、不同跑鞋对足弓的支撑变化、清晨空气中尘土的味道,以及日落时分膝盖传来的微弱酸痛。这些看似琐碎的感官输入,构成了她理解自身生命状态的独特“体感词汇表”。她强调,只有当身体被推向极限,它才会向你揭示那些平时被日常安逸所掩盖的真相。 第三部:孤独的社区:相遇、分离与记忆的痕迹 虽然跑步常被视为一项孤独的运动,但维克多笔下的跑道却充满了“寂静的社群性”。她记录了她在不同城市遇到的那些擦肩而过的面孔——那些有着相同步频、相同目标,却从未交换过一句话的“路人跑者”。她称之为“影子联盟”。 书中对“跑团”文化的剖析也颇具洞察力。她探讨了团队动力如何影响个体的表现,以及在集体训练中,个体如何学会在服从节奏与保持自我节奏之间找到平衡。维克多尤其怀念那些在清晨六点,路灯尚未完全熄灭时,与三五好友在寒冷中进行的长距离LSD(长距离慢跑)。在那些时刻,对话是稀疏的,但理解是深刻的。 更令人动容的是,维克多将跑步视为一种与已逝之人的对话方式。她提到,许多次艰难的攀升,都是在心中默默地与已故的导师或亲人进行“接力”。跑步的连续性,成为了记忆得以延续的载体。她发现,奔跑的韵律能够稳定情绪,让那些难以言喻的哀伤变得可以忍受,因为它允许悲伤以一种动态而非静止的方式存在。 结语:回归与再出发 《寂静的跑道》的结尾,维克多并未给出任何胜利的宣言,而是回归到跑步最原始的意义:循环往复的生命过程。她将结束一次长距离训练后的拉伸和泡沫轴放松,描述为一种对身体的郑重告别与承诺——承诺下一次的出发。 这本书邀请读者走出喧嚣,审视自己生活中那些重复性的、看似枯燥的活动,并从中挖掘出潜在的深度与美感。它不是一本教你如何跑得更快、更远的指南,而是一部关于如何“带着觉知去生活”的深刻沉思录,通过那双不断向前迈进的脚,探索人类精神的无限韧性与复杂性。阅读它,就像在清晨的薄雾中,与一位智者并肩而跑,聆听那些只在寂静中才能被听见的智慧之声。 读者对象: 喜爱哲学散文、内省式叙事文学的读者;所有长期参与耐力运动,渴望深入理解运动与自我关系的人士;寻求生活意义与精神慰藉的现代都市人。